23 years of my life and still, I’m trying to get up that great big hill of hope. For a destination…(One day I’ll post “Do you swear to tell the truth and nothing but the truth so help your black ass!”)
I think in colors and codes
Well I think this will be a random blog that is summarized with music.
For now I'm lonely and depressed. I'm trying to journey back to my comical, energetic, surreal, perverse inspired self.
Ask me anything
May282012
2AM
Yup this is how I spent my birthday…playing drop ball all night….
(Source: fortheloveofbeemo, via blaze-combat)
May202012
I’m slightly going mad, I’ll be fine in a minute.(Cue the dance music!)
“I like being alone, and I’m not stupid, and I think a lot, and I don’t usually talk much unless I know the person well, and then I just can’t stop talking unless I’m in a quiet mood which is at least twice a day when I’m with other people and most of the time when I’m with myself only…
I feel so awkward and ugly and naive and lonely. Maybe I should kill myself maybe I should paint a picture. I always want to be touched. I don’t know what’s wrong with me…”
-Phoebe Gloeckner, The Diary Of A Teenage Girl
February212012
Dear Friend,
It has taken me lots of energy and maturity to prevent myself from replying to your I.M.’s. I did not want unrelenting resentment radiating from my words. I was asleep when I received these I.M.’s and I would have said “Hi!” other wise. I’m not you, I’m not going to blatantly ignore someone for no reason.
I Don’t care that you are free Mon-Wed. Who the fuck hangs out on weekdays?! I’ve been trying to see you for a while now; I ask you to come out to places. A simple reply after the effort I’ve have given doesn’t mean shit to me; I’m not wasting my time or money to go to your house if that’s the only way you wish to hangout with me.
Its annoying seeing and hearing about the adventures you go on through other people or from f.b. And Fuck you, if your not happy for me that I’m hanging out with Telly. I’ve liked Telly since I was Fourteen >_<’! I do not take up most of Telly’s time. He lives like 5 blocks from you, you have his cell, aim, facebook, and email T__T You hang out with Telly’s ex more than me, I’ve been your friend for almost a decade.
Stop being a bad friend to me. I’ve done nothing wrong. I have not considered you as my best friend for years now. Do not be surprised that I’ll stop talking to you completely for another year. I feel like you’ll never appreciate me; and put effort into our friendship.
(Well this was great. Now what do I say/do in real life?)
(via makemestfu)
November142011
Whenever I eat avocado I think of these two things.
October242011
deathfuck asked: you follow faceswhere they arent. Whats your okc username?
Guess! ^__^
I am an animal, and yet I am also a plant. Cunning and charmed.
July132011
I want to sing this every time I’m in a place I don’t want to be…like the subway or talking to my mother or sister or when I see complete squares. I’d love to Go-Go Gadget punch them in the face…
June172011
[Flash 9 is required to listen to audio.]
Will it rain today…(In New York, yes. And its beautiful.)
(0 plays)
June82011
When you are waiting for a page to load…
It’s loading…
Still loading…
You think it’s not loading, and you clicked the refresh button…The second you clicked the refresh button, the whole page loads, and you’re like:
And you’ve been outbid by 50cents!
(Source: bit.ly, via tumblr-funniest)
May232011
The perfect sink for a coffee addict ^__^
5AM
I have a feeling this is what happens when I send a message to someone on Okcupid T_T
And when I receive messages from slutty/inarticulate people, I…I wish I could just punch them into the fucking sky!
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